Run to Life

It's like I have started reinventing myself for the past one week, slowly but gradually. One fine Sunday..infact just last Sunday I got into this addictive drug of "Jogging" and it feels it's going to stay with me forever now..I never realized the importance of physical exertion or sweating in my life and why it's so important? I still jog to find out but in this case the process of finding it out in itself such an exhilarating experience which is inexplicable. I feel focused..I feel positive..i feel the drops of my sweat flowing through the contours of my neck line..and I feel good about it..I feel stretching myself for few more rounds..I feel my lungs gasping for air..i feel euphoric when I breath deeply..and I feel calm and serene..and I feel like I am running the full circle of life..run to life.

Aankhon me neend nahin

आँखों में नींद नहीं

कल के सुबह की कोई उम्मीद नहीं

यूँ जो देखता हु दूर तक

किसी की तस्वीर भी नहीं

ये रात है और दूर तक फैला सन्नाटा

किसी के आने की आहट भी नहीं

थक कर के जो ये पलके सो गए

किसी हसीन सपने की जरुरत भी नहीं

फिर से कल ज़िन्दगी की नयी भोर होगी

फिर रात से डरने की घबराहट भी नहीं

Wo Baat Beet Gayi

वो दिन बीत गये,

वो रात बीत गयी

छोटी सी हमारी मुलाकात बीत गयी...

यादों के इस झरोखे में 

हमारी तुम्हरी बात बीत गयी..

वो हमारा मिलना

और सांझ का ढालना

लगता है जैसे

अब जलती हुई आग बीत गयी

बारिश की उन बूंदों से

सुखी हुई एह्सांसों की 

हर अरमान सिल गयी 

हाँ! अब तो लगता है जैसे 

हमारे प्यार की बात बीत गयी..

Destined to be here

It's a famous adage that everyone's existence has a purpose behind it and today in this city I am thankful to acknowledge and admire the real meaning of this sentence..Life has started comfortably, if not with a silver spoon nor the less with mother's love..and then living my life like old nomad people always made me wonder why to get something you are destined to loose something in return..I accept that wining or loosing is a part of growing old or experiencing new things but still at times it feels like is it your destiny to be here? Yes it is and what more can one ask for if the entire things happening around you suddenly started giving you a feel like they are happening in perfect harmony..Yes I am glad to be here to witness the glory and never say die attitude of this city..and I too am very elated to be a part of this crowd..I am loving Mumbai..and I would be here to stay..Long live the zest of this city and long live this city..

Pessimism has its own beauty

I feel at times that even pessimism has its own beauty, even difficult circumstances have its own brighter side, even failures have its own saga, even truth has its own sweetness, even routine tasks have its own significance in one’s life, even the trivial events have its own meaning, even acceptance of reality has its own valiant side, even an endeavor for making one’s life paradise has its own delusion, even living life in ignorance has its own charm, even with all the constraints, one's suggestion of not forgetting to live my life has its own sense of pain..